I ran my first 10 km race in over a year on Sunday. I came in at just over a personal best at 42:30. Actually it might be a P.B if only by 5 seconds, although I have a feeling a 10 km race at the start of 06 was a 42:15, although I could be wrong. I was actually intending to run a half mara but due to a combination of factors such as piss poor preparation, a mean as cold followed by a shocking flu and a general Sunday morning laziness, I decided to run the 10 km instead. I think it was a good decision in the end and I am happy with the time as I felt like I had a little bit left in the tank at the end. My short term to medium goal for the 10 km is to crack 40 mins which I think I can do reasonably soon if a few factors go my way.
On to more serious matters. I have recently be personally confronted by the agnostic viewpoint that goes something like this:
I can't understand why anything exists at all therefore there must be a God or God like being who made everythingAgnosticism as defined by dictionary.com is:
1. The doctrine that certainty about first principles or absolute truth is unattainable and that only perceptual phenomena are objects of exact knowledge.I am certainly Agnostic in the sense of the first definition - this is a fundamental tenet if you believe in science. However, the second definition, while at first glance it might seem like a reasonable viewpoint it doesn't really get to the heart of the matter - there is a complete lack of evidence for a personal God. This in itself is 'evidence' for no God. While definition 2 is strictly true, we can be damn sure, 99.9% sure there is no personal God, based on the lack of available evidence.
2. The belief that there can be no proof either that God exists or that God does not exist.
The question of existence itself (why are we here) is a fair one and physicists struggle with it everyday, but logically it actually makes it less likely that there is a God, rather than more likely. The question of existence is not a justification for agnosticism (in the previously defined sense) about a heavenly deity. If you consider that the universe is extremely complex, much more so than any human or even the human race can comprehend then you posit that there must be a God - it is logically consistent to say that this God must be even more complex than the universe itself, since to create it God must necessarily be able to understand it. The universe exists, we know this (although there is still a possibility that it is just our imagination) - why believe in something even more extraordinarily complex than the universe, especially when there is zero evidence for its existence - this is just anti science.
A good analogy is the purple spaghetti monster. I can not disprove the existence of the purple spaghetti monster since there is nothing that will ever disprove the small chance that he might exist, therefore I am agnostic about him. However, as there is no evidence for him, I can say that I am 99.9% sure that he doesn't exist. God is just like this, except that there are churches and billions of people who believe in him. If I started the church of the purple spaghetti monster, would you join? Most likely I would be laughed at universally by almost everyone on the planet.
The beauty of the scientific method is that we can never prove anything beyond a small doubt, this is why science advances and why I don't believe in God because religious people can never be proved wrong - they have dogmatic faith and if evidence contradicts their viewpoint they just say you must have more faith or you don't have enough faith. Faith is bullshit, for want a better word. Give me evidence and I will worship what it shows...
Sorry for the double rant, but 50/50 agnosticism bugs me.
The beauty of the scientific method is that we can never prove anything beyond a small doubt, this is why science advances and why I don't believe in God because religious people can never be proved wrong - they have dogmatic faith and if evidence contradicts their viewpoint they just say you must have more faith or you don't have enough faith. Faith is bullshit, for want a better word. Give me evidence and I will worship what it shows...
Sorry for the double rant, but 50/50 agnosticism bugs me.